I remember times gone past (or yet to come, time and experience being so ephemeral),
What had I said? What had I done to turn the tide of meaning?
It appears that deep, meaningful bonds are destined for me to break,
I know not how or why yet there it is,
Maybe the Universe laughs at me,
Maybe the idea of deep connections, deeper than deep feelings, are simply my imaginings and the feelings that come with them nothing but chemicals in the brain, felt in the heart and gut then washed away with food and drink and time.
I know not.
All I do know is that I miss those feelings,
Miss what felt like connections,
Miss what I perceived as sharing a deeper part of me.
All imaginings it seems, and now gone with the wind.